CKD Stage 3a

The flowers in my corridor garden taken this morning

This morning I went out of the house happy because I can see the beautiful flowers in my garden -- orange flower, pink flower, purple flowers and white flower. There is a bird nest also hanging on the water jasmine plant.  After taking the pictures and video, I left the house heading to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital.

X-ray of my teeth, on the left was x-ray taken last year and on the right is x-ray taken today

Dentist said that I need to go back to checkup next year again because the bones are not growing well.  There was not much growth.  Then he booked another appointment for me because he suspected me to be grinding my teeth at night when I sleep.  I told him that I am having teeth pain.  I am very glad that he reaffirmed that my teeth have no decay tooth, its all clean; gums are healthy too.  

My mother sent this picture to the chat group

Later in the afternoon, I got message from my sister.  She said that mum's kidney is no good.  I checked the internet and got to know the meaning of the words above.  Mum is having Chronic Kidney Disease stage 3a now.  It is sad news.  I want to spend more time with her still.  

Today is Holy Thursday, the feast of ascension of the Lord.  I went to church for 8pm mass at St Anthony Church.  I was sad throughout the mass.  After receiving holy communion, the hymn of I am the bread of life was sung.  I was so emotional.  It reminded me of Jesus came to me to save me and I thanked Jesus for that, and yet I am sad that my mother's health is no good...  I don't want to lose my mother...

Cockatiel Kumo

 

This is Cockatiel Kumo resting on my shoulder

I never dream that I would have a cockatiel.  I had never even thought of it or seen a bird so beautiful before.  But on 10 May 2025, a Saturday, I had to go to work because the workplace, mft got an event there.  The event was Vesak Day Event, a day of prayers, bathing of buddha and transference of light.  The event will start at 630pm, work starts at 6pm and I began walking there before 530pm.  

As I was walking between the blocks of flats at the linkage shelter, I saw a beautiful bird on the floor.  People were walking and no one seem to care about the bird.  I thought that the bird belongs to somebody.  But it was so beautiful, I did not want to miss the beautiful moment, I quickly take photo of it.  It still stay there.  So I took video of it.  It still never fly off.  Then I stretched out my hand and surprisingly, it hopped onto my hand.  Thereafter, I had a thought of bringing it home.  

On the way home, it never fly off either.  I had the bird put at home and asked Isaac to take good care of it while I went to work.  After work, the bird was still at home.  We searched online on information about this beautiful bird and came to know that it was an expensive bird that cost about $200 and it came from Australia.  

We decided to keep it as a pet after some thoughts.  The next day after church, I went to buy the cage and food for him.  It was so nice to see him able to enjoy eating the food that we gave him.  He was able to drink water and even sing songs too.  What a wonderful bird it was.  Isaac thought of a name for him, which was Kumo, in Japan means cloud.  

Everyday we let him out of the cage to enjoy some freedom.  He loves to go to our shoulders.  However with him around, Taco was too scared, he began to go into hiding and often stay in the kitchen.  When I was at work, I would come back during lunch time to take a look at them.  

Anyway, last week, on 17 May 2025, we lost Kumo.  Isaac was bathing and he put Kumo in the bathroom.  When he sneezed, Kumo was scared and he flew out of the window.  That was the last time we had him.  We went out to search for him but we was not able to find him anymore.  We had him for 7days and it was good.  

Video of Kumo singing and eating 

Happy Mother's Day

 

Photo of St Anthony church on 6 April 2025, 5th Sunday of Lent

I went to church on 6 April 2025, my first step into the church after its renovation.  My official first mass there.  I went to confession and told the priest I am divorce and he told me I had no sin in this.  I am so relieved.  I am able to receive holy communion again.  

Ever since I started going back to church, beautiful things happened.  It must be God feeling happy for me to go back to church.  My garden has sunbirds flying and chirping.  They came to make nest again.  I had a bird nest outside in my garden now.  I feel so happy.

The beautiful bird nest in my garden

I got a cockatiel bird this Mother's Day!

Clara gave me a bouquet of beautiful flowers too

It was a good month of Happy Mother's Day.  I celebrated with my mother too.  I treated her to Pin Wei Seafood Village for a dinner.  This is indeed a blissful life.  

Come Back To Me

 

Photo taken on 18 March 2024

Photo taken on 28 May 2024

Everytime I cycled passed the church, I would look at it.  I had not been to the church for many years.  I had not stepped into the church after the renovation.  I think I miss the church.  On 18 March 2024, I saw the banner : Come Back To Me.  It is like God telling me to go back to him.  Then on 28 May I passed by again and I see the signboard "Come And Find Peace", it reminded me of last time I went to church with the family.  

January 2024, I had dry mouth.  I prayed to Mother Mary because at the workplace one day, the hymn of Lourdes prayer.  I was not aware of the title of the hymn but I went home to search for it and then I know about it.  

Photo of Mary taken at St Anthony Church: I stood there to pray for a suitable job and to heal my dry mouth

Now then I know this is Our Lady of Lourdes.  And I know that the hymn which originated from my heart is Our Lourdes Prayer.  Now my dry mouth had improved.  Last year, it was totally no saliva.  And when the 'music' came, in the evening, the saliva just come and it feel so good to have saliva.  

The Lourdes Prayer, the song that came to me in January 2024.  

Now I had already gone back to church...